November 12, 2005

• Man I am hella tired…

  I need sleep and I am in a class right now on a  Saturday
  morning… I have not had a good day for weeks now.  Since school
  started I have been hounded by work and I just have not really slowed
  down and rested.

  I am so glad that atleast I have a few days during reading week in
  Beijing, but once I got back I got straight back to work, and that was
  it.

  Recently, I’ve been getting more pressure from me mum and pa to just do
  well, and not screw up…  It scares me just cause I guess I got a
  reputation to keep.  Well their reputation… But so far I’m ok
  with that…

  On some days it does get to me and it puts me on the brink but I
  usually do fine afterwards.  I was pushed to the brink last night,
  but I’m ok now…

  just tired.. I was late with my homeowork last night and I kinda got yelled at today in class.

  I was asked to read my script in class today and it was pretty
  crap.  He said I had the right idea, but it was ok… but still I
  was not happy with it, and I just didn’t nail it well..

  I don’t think i am well cut out for pre written work.  I am good
  with improvisation, and commentary.  I can think off the cuff more
  than I can just write and read my own script.  Man I really have
  to work harder next semester so that I can get good. Or else I am going
  to fuck up this course.

  I have to do well for my feature too.  And that will be cool.  Atleast I get to do it on a subject that is cool…

  Triad Films.  I get to combine the two coolest aspects about Hong
  Kong’s culture, and I am pretty excited about that… Now I just have
  to do a good job…

  Jonathan Out!

  • 12:06 am
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