February 15, 2006
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Crap
Today was nerve racking. But in the end, I felt better. Spent a lot of time soul searching and talking with my friends. Getting a lot off my chest and just having a nice time. Lunch was in SOHO and Dinner was with Solomon near home.
School inbetween was pretty chill, though I enjoy my Advanced writing class now. I at first had a little trouble with it last week, but now that we are finally into the class I am really enjoying it.
These days have been emotionally rough for me. I have been going through my head what has been happening and I am realizing a lot of things. There are only a few things in my life I am sure about in terms of relationships.
My relationship with God, my family and my friends. Anything outside of that, I can never be sure about . They fluctuate all over the place. But I have to say, that at the end of the day, my Relationship with God is the single most important thing for me.
And in the recent days, it has not been the best. Lord, I kow I do not nearly consult you enough on the decisions I make, and I kinow I should do it a lot more. Sometimes, I just want things to go my way, but when they do they are messed up. So I guess I should just let you handle the situation.
Whatever happens I promise I will commit to the cause remain good and faitful to myself, you and those around me.
I hope that I can be better at this and just learn to trust in you, and let you help me with making decisions in my life.
Jonathan Out!
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Jon, bro, what’s up? Just wanted to leave you a line to say that I feel you and that I’ll keep you in my talks with God. I’ll be in touch sometime. Keep up the good work with school and doing the things that you love: journalism, music, eating good food, worshipping God. I’ll be back in the SPring, and we will go and splurge on spicy tuna rolls at Kikuzen! It better still be there when I come back!! Take care, bro, and remember to keep it real for me. God bless. ~Merce