November 8, 2005
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If how I take care of the cats is any indication of what kinda father I am going to be. I am a little worried.
I guess after a while I got so busy, that as I was taking care of them cleaning them, and feeding them well, I had neglected their other needs.
I forgot that I had to regularly help them cut their claws. And I didn’t. One day at home there we little spots of blood on the bed sheets, and I realized that the one of the cats had to be bleeding.
Eventually, we found that Puffy had a one of her claws grown into her foot. I don’t think it was bothering her that much cause it wasn’t like she was crying all the time and she still was jumping around the house.
But All of a sudden I felt horrible cause she was bleeding and I felt useless… Then again I was useless.
Well Sunday was the day I was taking Honey to get neutered, so I was like it is time for me to take the other cats to for their grooming day.
Man I usually take pretty good care of my cats… and the last time I took the cats in to get their claws cut was just before the Programme finished so… August.
The people at the Cat store yelled at me, and I deserved it. I totally deserved it. When they took her claw out, Puffy wailed hard and was fighting to get out. I felt like dying. It hurt me a lot to hear her in so much pain.
I have been so busy at school that it has destroyed my life outside of school. I have had homework every night, and not have had time to spend with other people.
But at the same time I am loving school so much that makes the pain much easier to bear.
Having said this, I still do miss Christy and everyone else.
Jonathan Out!
